of youth and wisdom

i am two

wiser older man and carefree youth

then a deep awakening and lightness along my right side

long held tension released

breathing

letting go the laying low, the heads down, shoulder to the plow, the young and strong dynamo

awakening

joyful

curious

lift

ease

eyes opened wider than before

tension

stuck-ness

anxiety

grind

passing in waves

split by tectonic shifts

of flow

release