🐻⛩️ Bear Maul
November 5, 2023 I am sleeping on a small platform cruising with a tone mind intelligence self-driving ATV that is pulling me on an open-air barrow platform. I sleep on the platform drifting through a field at relatively high speed. I poke my head up and look around at the grass moving all around me. There is an important reason that I wake up at this moment. I feel it stirring within. An intuitive understanding that a bear is chasing us. I wake up from my slumber and look around at the moving landscape around me, sensing the bear. From out of the tall grass near the forest charging from behind me, a massive bear appears out of the grass barreling toward me. It makes a pass barely clipping my vehicle, I have to steer it suddenly to avoid collision with the bear. Now I jump up out of the bed barrow and am fully ready to activate, running in the field next to the ATV. Here comes the bear again, making a raging charge. It moves faster than I can escape. I dodge the bear one more time, and it barely clips me again. Now I hear a voice in my head, and a new understanding, "the bear cannot touch you, try and see." Now here comes the bear again charging at me directly. I stand near a fence staring at the bear as it charges directly toward me. I look deeply into its eyes, and its body looks bigger than before. The bear grows to be a massive bear running directly toward me. I stand solidly still, staring at the bear as it charges, facing my fear and following this new understanding that I am untouchable by the bear. The bear barrels in toward my body as I blink at that moment and miss seeing the moment it passes right through my body. The bear smashes through me, making no contact. It's true; the bear can't touch me. Now that it's on the backside, it charges at me again, gaining fast speed and charging with its most scary face and dark brown fur. I keep my eyes open, staring at it, and blip, it passes right through me again and passes through the fence behind me. A third time, the bear charges at me. This time I fully embrace fearlessly knowing that it can't touch me and enjoy the detail of the complex appearance of the bear and its fur simulation as it runs in slow motion barreling toward me with a raging face. I appreciate all the perceptual simulation happening. Oh, this must be a dream. Then my alarm goes off with the sound of falling snowflakes.